Fluffy Muffin Tops That No One Wants to Eat:(

You know this sounds so weird but I do my best thinking in the shower maybe some of you can relate to that feeling of only really getting your best ideas in a warm shower like the next best song lyrics or the next money making invention that will help you to achieve that dream of living in a mansion with your own cleaning and lawn care people while you sit on your butt and watch your hug tv all day or spend the day shopping in tiffany's and all those nice stores..........you know those kinda ideas. I have personally come up with a couple of those ideas myself and working on finding the right people to pitch the ideas to:) but not tonight I had a deeper thought that I got to wrestle with in my 15 min long shower that I so needed after this exciting and emotionally exhausting week. I started thinking of what a lier I am I know way to start a blog right. Well I just started thinking you know I constantly tell people that I am happy with who I am and how I look I know I am not an average sized person I have how might you say a little more fluff in the middle than your normal person in my age. Dont get me wrong there are days that I love myself.

See here is what you skinny people dont understand I didnt choose to be this way I didnt wake up when I was five and look at my mom and ask for donuts and cheese burgers from mc donalds and all the junk food I could stuff in my mouth and then sit on the couch and eat potato chips while I watched endless hours of barney which apparently I really enjoyed when I was little(what was i thinking!!). Then of course the thought goes back to God. Why did God let me look like this why did I have to go through the terrible years of my mom and gradparents telling my I needed to go on a diet and bribing me with money and then the year of absolute HELL!! that I went through in fifth grade when I got called ms. piggy every single day with the whole making your nose look like a pig nose and the little pig snorts every once in a while coming from the back of the bus. Or the friends that look at me and say im so fat i need to loose weight blah blah blah they just dont get it. I mean I wouldnt look like this if it was my choice but then another thought comes to mind why did God choose my out of the millions of people on the earth to be the fat one. Is it cause he hates me?

I think it cause he knew I could handle it he has equip me with the ability to ready his word and to look at what he has to say about me. He calls me his beloved I am a princess and I dont know about you but I have never seen a fat ugly princess. He knew what I would endure the pain I would face and the hateful words that I would get to hear day in and day out and then he made sure that I had something to fall back on.

So yeah if I could go back in time and take that donut out of my hand and slap myself in the face and tell me what crap I was going to have to deal with and that I needed to get my act together and loose some weight I would do it. But since time travel is not an option im just going to have to relay on Gods word cause really no one elses opinion really matters. Just think about that next time you start to think oh im starting to get love handles or im so ugly or no one could love a girl that looks like this..........its a lie cause im pretty positive that God loves you but im just sayin on that one!

Nah Nah Nah Nah hey hey hey GOODBYE!!!

So yesterday was my birthday YAY!!! I finally came out of my teenage years and entered into my twenties its a scary but amazing feeling at the same time I love getting to now say that I am no longer a teenager. I know this isnt really true but I feel like know people will finally value my opinion a little bit more, but like I said there is probably no truth to that but its ok:).

Yesterday my day consisted of helping the amazing white family move down to good ole' Lindale TX from there humble abode in Hawkins it was a bittersweet day. I know they will miss there house dearly but now they are closer to their amazing babysitter. On the way to their new house I called my granny back to thank her for my birthday voicemail and one of the first questions of course was so what are you doing for your birthday today. I said well actually im helping move some of my really good friends into a new house she kind of paused for a second and said well what are you going to do for yourself today and at that point I hadnt really thought about it I had a party sunday and that was all I really wanted. So we/ brandon, dustin and jody unloaded the uhaul and jody's truck while I sat and watched basically. I felt kinda bad about that one but I unloaded three cars and helped unpack the kitchen so I think I kinda did a lot. After we got done unloading my super amazing friend samantha cooked an amazingly awesome lasagna and some dessert and so we sat down and ate and they sang me happy birthday (which I did not enjoy I dont really like birthdays I mean I like other peoples birthdays but not mine is that weird?) and then right after they got done singing I checked my phone.

AND!!!!!!



My mom sent me a text to let my know that I had gotten an acceptance letter to University of North Texas what what!!!!! So now today has consisted of calling unt and getting appointments set up while talking to people about housing and trying to figure out what will transfer and all that good stuff. This has been a very exciting last couple of days and im excited to make the trip up there to see the school and look at the house im possibly living in and getting to see my good friend emily........but the best part is I will get to spend the whole entire day with SAMANTHA SNOVELLE!!! which makes my heart very happy:)

DONT DO IT!!

So me and my friend Samantha decided to go see the movie hop yesterday looks cute right.........well I mean its kinda cute I guess if I liked anything about this movie it was probably the few quite funny parts that there were but other than that waist of 4.50 and I guess that was a good part to we went to a cheap showing! well if you wanted to see this movie and dont want me to ruin it then stop reading now cause im going to give you a summary of just how dumb this movie was. Well basically in the first 5 min of the movie I knew i was going to hate it. The very first thing that I saw was a bunch of old paintings of like bunny human type things and then the very last picture is the main human character whos name is fred o'hare and he says I made history in becoming the first human easter bunny or something like that and I knew right then I was going to think it was dumb. And I was close to looking over at sam and telling her we should sneak out and go to another movie theater but I didnt I gave it the benefit of the doubt. (i really shouldnt have done that)!

So basically there is this super cute baby bunny at the very begining of the movie sitting on top of this like rock sculpture thing like they have in night at the museum that says dum dum all the time yeah one of those and he is sitting on top playing the bongos which he is actually pretty good at (which its not real so that comment was kinda dumb) and then his dad aka the easter bunny shows up and takes him down to the candy factory which is baller I wish I could live there make sure if you see this movie to either eat some candy before you go or buy some at the concession thing cause you will want some after seeing this thing. Well basically his dad tells him that he will be the easter bunny in a few short years and he thinks its amazing and then it goes to California which Wendy if you are reading this I thought of you through out the movie cause it was all done in California and actually they used the Hollywood sign in the movie and when I saw that I leaned over to let sam know that California doesnt actually own that sign and they have to pay some guy to use it in movies. That guy has to be loaded well anyway fred turns out to be this huge loser who lives in his car and doesnt have a job and he is sitting at dinner with his family and they all pull out pieces of paper and have an intervention which was actually pretty funny and then this little asian girl sitting at the table looks at him and says sometimes I think that yall only adopted me because fred was such a failure (bout peed my pants on that one). Then it goes back to easter island and the cute little baby bunny is now a teenage bunny who loves playing the drums and he gets in an arguement with his dad and his dad basically tells him that he has to be the easter bunny weather he wants to or not so EB which is his name escapes out of the house and takes a rabbit whole to Hollywood where fred accidently hits him with his car and EB milks it and gets him to let him stay with him while he is house sitting at his sisters bosses massive mansion and long story short the bunny somewhat ruins his life fred almost gets killed on easter island along with the real easter bunny and there is like a fight for the title of easter bunny with one of the chicks that works at the candy factory and EB saves the day and becomes the easter bunny along with fred and freds family thinks that he is going crazy till at the end of the movie when he leaves in the like easter bunnies slay I guess you would call it reciting things that only santa should say.

So to say the least I would never tell anyone to go see this movie if you really wanted to see it wait till it comes out on dvd so you only have to waist a dollar. I guess its an ok kids movie but im not a kid so I couldnt tell you. I thought it was super dumb and so did sam so theres two bad opinions for you.

For the rest of this thing im going to put up some pictures of me Audrey and Virginia we went had a photo shoot last week and it went really well even though I was in a bad mode most of the time but it happens:)

this one is my very favorite!!!

told you I was in a bad mood!

that lake was soooo windy therefore our hair was all over the place

hear no evil see no evil speak no evil 

hope you like those I have my good friend Christina to thank for them she did a great job and then I handled all the editing! welp  im going to have lunch with my mom and papaw what fun!